61. wall… tree – 24th March
61. wall… tree – 24th March
— Hannah Arendt, “The Origins of Totalitarianism”
Before Adam and Eve were expelled from paradise, museum visitors are told, all of the dinosaurs were peaceable plant-eaters. The evidence is found in Genesis 1:30, where God gives “green herb” to every creature to eat. There were no predators. T-Rex had such big teeth, the museum explains, so it could open coconuts.

It may help to see this point if we think of a modern phenomenon which can be compared with child sacrifice, that of war. Take the first World War. A mixture of economic interests, ambition, and vanity on the part of the leaders, and a good deal of stupid blundering on all sides brought about the war. But once it had broken out (or even a little bit earlier), it became a “religious” phenomenon. The state, the nation, national honour, became the idols, and both sides voluntarily sacrificed their children to these idols. A large percentage of the young men of the British and German upper classes, ehich were responsible for the war were wiped out in the early days of the fighting. Surely they were loved by their parents. Yet, especially for those who were most deeply imbued with the traditional concepts, their love did not make them hesitate in sending their children to their death, nor did the young ones who were going to die have any hesitation. The fact that, in the case of child sacrifice, the father kills the child directly while, in the case of war, both sides have an arrangement to kill each other’s children makes little difference. In the case of war, those who are responsible for it know what is going to happen, yet the power of the idols is greater than the power of love for their children.
E. Fromm, 1973.
60. walk away – 23rd March
59. 1937 mySpace autoportrait – 21st March
58. wind blows blossoms : ii – 20th March
58. wind blows blossoms : i – 20th March
57. Out my Window (Being Josef Sudek) – 19th March For a start it was taken with a camera that had had me dissemble and re-glue the bellows as they were completely worn and unstuck.
Then there was the gluing back together of the plate holders, and creation of a rather inaccurate cardboard envelope to hold the film where the plate would be, so it didn’t just fall out when the dark slide was opened.
Not to mention the lens cap (used to make the exposure) made of a toilet roll tube, a vitamin container lid, and loads of electrical tape. I did try and figure out what exposure would be proper, but gave up on the maths and just gave it 4 seconds (and one extra for luck) at f/44 with it balanced on top of my PC monitor.
Developed, of course, by stuffing it into a paterson universal tank with the top of the spiral taken off so it would fit. I wasn’t sure whether it was going to be all black, or all white… an actual photograph, I wasn’t really expecting, mainly I just wanted a sheet of film to figure out how to mount it in the plate holder more accurately 😀